Thoughts at 5AM

Many say when your ears are ringing it means someone is talking about you. I always believed this, but started to notice that the ringing would interchange between left and right which made me start to question the meaning behind this. As I started writing a title for this post, my right ear started ringing so goddamn loud, I couldn't help but open a new Safari tab. There are many explanations, of which the medical ones we are choosing to ignore. But, one that stuck out to me was that ringing in the right ear means that your spirit guides are trying to tell you that "a spiritual gift is in your near future".

I spent the day finally creating business cards, a website, new socials and more, to pursue my cosmetic career. I have worked over 12 hours today (as I type at 5AM), therefore I'm taking it as a sign that I'm making a good decision. I've spent years thinking about what my brand could be, and the floodgates opened up gushing with excitement. This is my first blog post, I didn't intend on even writing any posts but something I've continuously valued in the pursuit of happiness, is self-expression. Therefore I've chosen to believe this spiritual gift may be on its way after all.

For as long as I can remember, I've never known what I wanted to do with my life, yet everyone in my life seemed to know instead. My best friend would tell me continuously how all I've ever been extremely passionate about are two things, beauty and talking to strangers. Now, you might be reading this and thinking, what does that even mean? To me this is a compliment. I have always found it easy to connect with strangers, and I firmly believe in complimenting a stranger at least once a day. The compliment must always be genuine, and should always make said person feel more beautiful. So, that is my intention with Merrow Artistry. To not only make people feel beautiful, but to help them connect with others, and themselves.